A Flaw in the Rules of the Dating Game
by Stephen M.
Golden
Copyright © 03 January 1990
I’ve
given up the dating game. I don’t
understand it. Or perhaps I understand
it too well and I don’t agree with it. I dislike situations in which I can’t be
myself. In the past, I have found myself
involved in activities I didn’t like, eating
foods I detest, and being someone other than myself simply because it was an appropriate activity in which
to get to know another person better.
Why did I do this? It was an
appropriate activity. Why didn’t I do
something I liked doing instead?
Because
of the “inappropriateness” of many activities for new couples which might be
appropriate later in a relationship,
people often find themselves involved in activities in which they would
otherwise not be involved if it weren’t
for the presence of the other person. It
could be, neither of them would normally
choose to do the activity except that it is an acceptable way for them to be
together.
This, as
I see it, is a problem. They are not being themselves. But a more serious problem is one in which
one of them enjoys a particular activity, while the other is only involved in order to be with that
person. In many cases, a couple will
have many hours of “fun” together in the beginning, but as the relationship
matures, one member notices the other seems to have lost interest in things that “we used to both
enjoy.” “You’ve changed,” is the lament.
Then comes the startling revelation
from the other party, “I haven’t changed.
I never really liked doing that in the first place.”
At this point, you find you don’t really know the
other person as well as you had thought.
The purpose of dating is to allow two people who do not know each other
well to get to know one another
better. This may or may not lead to the
development of a significant relationship, but if the two aren’t honest in the
dating process it is counterproductive.
The dating process has been described as a marketing venture in which
each party markets his or her advantages
(with respect to interests and abilities) over other likely candidates. If this is true, marketing in areas which are not true interests could be
considered false advertising. But what
if most of the things a person likes to do fall into the category of
“inappropriate dating situations,”
while only a few of the things one likes to do could be classified as
appropriate?
Throughout
the dating process, the few things are over-emphasized, and the most are set
aside. This presents a distorted perspective of one’s interests. I believe this happens quite often. How many people really enjoy going to
bars and movies every weekend? How many of us can AFFORD to dine out every
weekend?
For
someone to get to know me, it involves activities which are seen by society as
questionable for initial dating. I can hear the response already, “Oh, my!
What are you like?” No, no, no, you take me wrong. I
love deep conversation, reading, and music.
To get to know me requires a place to talk, a place to read, and a place to play music. I am most “me” in my own home. “Aren’t we all?” No!
Many people do not enjoy spending a lot of time at home.
My
essence resides in my home. I
write. I like others to read my
writings. I make music. I like others to hear my songs. I like to listen to music. I love to read. I love to read to others. I enjoy giving
oral interpretations of stories — adding character to the characters and
emotion to the scenes! I like to read
various assorted essays and works. I
like to discuss meanings and thoughts about the stories and works.
These are “me”. If I portray an
individual who is intimately involved in other activities than these, I
market an individual who is not me.
“Isn’t
there anything else you like to do?” Well, of course! I love attending the Symphony, but I can’t afford it except on rare occasions. I enjoy trips to the Art Museum, the Museum
of Natural History, and the
IMAX theater, but how many times can you take a date to these? Once each—TOPS! I thoroughly
enjoy dressing-up in unusual attire and “putting on airs” for fun. One place for this is the Renaissance Festival, but my zeal for this
behavior is not shared by most. I have
therefore spent considerable time and effort
devising events that are appropriate for dating, and tolerable for me as an
individual.
This has become wearisome.
From
this point on, I will not play the dating game because I can’t present my true
self through it. I will elect to attend only events I truly
enjoy. Events which I would do even if
no one else attends with me. It may take
much time for me to find another individual who shares enough of my interests
for a relationship to develop, but if I do find
that individual, I will have presented to them the most honest version of myself possible and will have
eliminated many areas of misperception and false expectation.
It is important for each person to be who he or she is. “…to thyself be true.”